Updates
Okay, I get I'm never really on.
I never really talk about myself,
That is.
I haven't updated my journal in what...
A month?
That's abit sad.
But oh well.

S.A.D

*Okay, well, I have something called S.A.D,
and basiclaly what it is..
It's a seasonal depression disorder.
"OH MY GOD! YOU'RE DEPRESSRED!?"
NO.
I'm just 10 times more sensitive to EVERYTHING.
You could call me an idiot,
And I'll cry my eyes out.
You can say:
"You look nice today."
And I will be so fucking happy it's funny.
SO!
I am trying to fill myself with happiness
By surrounding myself with it.
...Maybe Christmas will help.
And yes,
My mood affects what type of art peice I make.
If pissed,
Prepare yourself.
If happy,
Prepare to throw up rainbows.

Jacob And I
^_^ November 29th will be our Half Year Anniversary~
I'm still so happy with him.
For Christmas,
I'm also sending him afew things,
Like:
*My Rock Band Hat
*A Kitty Charm Braclet Charm ((Details below))
*Another Kitty Good Luck Charm From Japan
*Candy :3
*Anything else I see from now to then to send him. ^_^

I can't wait.
Also,
I'm making a huge picture to give to him for our Half Year.
So look for that too. :3


((The story with the kitty charm is that when we met,
it was over an online game called Mabinogi.
My characters name was Katinia,
so everyone called me Kat.
Over time,
Jacob started calling me Kitty.
Now I'm his Kitty,
And he's my puppy. :3 ))

Survey
About The One You Love/Like

Who do you love/like?
Jacob Curtis <3

Do they live close to you?
;_; Across the nation from me.

How old are they?
15

Where did you meet?
Mabinogi~ :3

Would you spend the rest of your life together?
Yes...~

Would you die for them?
Of coarse. ^_^ No second thoughts.

Would you do any thing for them?
Always do, always will. :3

Have you ever cried your self to sleep at night because you long to be with them?
YES.
All the time.

If you could say any thing to them what would it be?
I'm in love with you. Trust me, Hold me, Never leave me. ^_^

Would you run away with that person?
I've wished for that for the longest time..

Have you ever gotten in trouble for loving that person?
I could have. ._. If my parents found out right away.

What do your parents think of them?
Dad: Doesn't care much.
Mom: Doesn't think much.

Have you ever spent hours on the phone just listening to them breath?
:3 We sleep on the mic every night.

Do you enjoy the sound of there voice?
^_^ Music to my ears~

What do you think of there voice?
:////3 Cuuuute~ <///3 -melts-

Do you want this person to be your first?
Yes. First and ONLY.

Have you ever made out wit this person?
x///D Uhm.. Kind of?....

Do you have nicknames for each other?
:3 A LOT.

If so what is the name?
He's my Buggy Bear,
My Hunny,
My Lovey,
My Jakey-ku!~

Why did you give them that name?
:///3 Because that's who he is to meh!

Do you think they feel the same as you do about cretin things?
Mostly everything.~ <3